29 ! she / they ! / IT / nsfw

hello, i am a tired adult but alas here we go ! you can call me vega, please make sure to read my pages before following !

About

○ gnc for sure, gender ? who the hell knows, im kinda a girl but kinda also not so uhhh, exploration for sure
○ other aliases: sor / cursor, havoc, rhu.
○ disaster bi
○ rper / larper / writer
○ survivor, depression & ocd ( diagnosed & currently seeing a therapist ! )
○ historian & book lover
○ very tired adult overall
○ still wondering how to function
○ clusterfuck of salt on main
○ loves to write down 2000 aus and make ocs, too much
○ owns a bunny called aku whom is very much loved and cherished

sb: not all men-
me: you're right, michiko's husband, miles, would never.

before you follow ...

○ be aware that if you're a minor and follow me, i will not follow you and actively softblock / hardblock ! i am an adult and am extremely uncomfortable with minors following me, even if i do my best in tagging all that is not safe for work or remotely triggering. i do not want to be responsible of your health.
○ i hyperfixate a lot on things that especially help me in dealing with my traumas as a coping mechanism while being well aware that said things may be problematic and acknowledge that critically ( and my therapist approves of my coping mechanism ), and i am aware this might make people uncomfortable so please, be honest and tell me if i crossed some lines because i really do not notice most of the times, and so i can apologize and make it up for it ;
○ i am pretty desensitized about the majority of triggering and hurtful material you can find in the interwebz due to personal experiences and am a firm believer that fiction doesn't affect reality, so really -if you're a person whose nature is just really sensitive, i recommend not following me ;
○ if i have been rude to you or you've been given the impression i have been rude to you i am sorry, i tend to be very blunt and straightforward and sometimes i don't realize it can be hurtful to others it's never done intentionally but i still acknowledge it and apologize for it ;
○ 99% of the times i am anxious of doing anything in fear of hurting someone by accident ;
○ badwrong ships, constant angst and triggering material are my most common coping mechanism. again --it has the approval of my therapist, it gets the job done, and if you're not comfortable with that, please refrain from following ;

DO NOT FOLLOW IF ...

○ are pro callout culture / pro harassment, promote bisexual erasure, are extremely sensitive to political incorrectness & desensitized people
○ are a minor / lie about your age / are okay with minors being in nsfw spaces meant for adults
○ are squicked / triggered by: blood & gore & violence, depressed talk, space, conspiracy theories and apocalypse plots, general triggering content, age gaps between two CONSENTING ADULTS, fictional approach to dead dove:do not eat content. i say this for your comfort because what's the point in following if you're triggered / uncomf with these things, love yourself
○ engage in the Bro Strider Discourse / Osamu Dazai Discourses / character hateful discourse.
○ selfprojects a lot and firmly believes fiction affects reality and that having interest in problematic subjects equals to condone said actions ( this one is for my own comfort as i don't feel at ease with people who excessively does that due to bad past personal experiences with people unable to discern themselves from the characters they play and taking offense on everything. you do you! )
○ you think sworn brothers are actual brothers ; please research the trope and topic by reading these links written by actual chinese people ;
○ if you're a gross asshole in general. yknow. usual dni criteria, don't be That Guy.

INTERESTS

games: genshin impact, honkai impact 3rd, guns girl z, honkai star rail, twisted wonderland identity v, bungou mayoi, horror rpgs ( white tombstone, funamusea ), watchdogs, nier / nier automata, spyro, crash bandicoot, kingdom hearts, pokemon, legend of zelda.
animangas: vanitas no carte, bungou stray dogs, demon slayer, jjba ( especially vento aureo ), junji ito horror, black butler, hunter x hunter, sailor moon, saiyuki, angel sanctuary, versailles no bara, xxxholic, bleach, one piece.
other: mxtx ( the untamed / mo dao zu shi, heaven's official blessings / tien guan ci fu, scumbag villain's self saving system ), period cdramas and kdramas, kpop, grishaverse, vampires, lovecraftian lore, cosmic horror, supernatural, stageplays / butai / musicals, any retelling of hades x persephone tbh.
ships: kaeluc, zhongther, chaether / chilumi, dottoscara, kazuscara, chiscara, zhongluc, aebedo, jeanlisa, diluven, tartali, zhongven, chongqiu, dottoluc, dottolisa, thomayaka & thomato, ittoyato, beiguang, soukoku, shin soukoku, odazai, fyozai, fyoshibu, kunikidazai, ranpoe, fukumori, fyogol, sigmagol, atsulucy, fitzalcott, hawmitch, hisoillu, leopika, hunter x survivor ships ( joscarl, jacknaib, haseli, luchinort, drewtonio ), survivor ships ( any ship involving aesop, eli, naib and norton in some weird combo ), hunter ships ( xiefan, josjack, luchinini, michimary ), michiko / miles, rookvil, idiavil, mallevil, jadezul / floydzul ot3, jamikali, sebesilver, jackvil, treyrid.